Only forget,?it is all that remains for either of us And thus ended the whole romance and ideal of life for Augustine StBut the real remained,?the real, like the flat, bare, oozy tide-mud, when the blue sparkling wave, with all its company of gliding boats and white-winged ships, its music of oars and chiming waters, has gone down, and there it lies, flat, slimy, bare,?exceedingly real Of course, in a novel, people?s hearts break, and they die, and that is the end of it; and in a story this is very convenientBut in real life we do not die when all that makes life bright dies to usThere is a most busy and important round of eating, drinking, dressing, walking, visiting, buying, selling, talking, reading, and all that makes up what is commonly called living, yet to be gone through; and this yet remained to AugustineHad his wife been a whole woman, she might yet have done something?as woman can?to mend the broken threads of life, and weave again into a tissue of brightnessClare could not even see that they had been brokenAs before stated, she consisted of a fine figure, a pair of splendid eyes, and a hundred thousand dollars; and none of these items were precisely the ones to minister to a mind diseased When Augustine, pale as death, was found lying on the sofa, and pleaded sudden sick-headache as the cause of his distress, she recommended to him to smell of hartshorn; and when the paleness and headache came on week after week, she only said that she never thought MrClare was sickly; but it seems he was very liable to sick-headaches, and that it was a very unfortunate thing for her, because he didn?t enjoy going into company with her, and it seemed odd to go so much alone, when they were just marriedAugustine was glad in his heart that he had married so undiscerning a woman; but as the glosses and civilities of the honeymoon wore away, he discovered that a beautiful young woman, who has lived all her life to be caressed and waited on, might prove quite a hard mistress in domestic lifeMarie never had possessed much capability of affection, or much sensibility, and the little that she had, had been merged into a most intense and unconscious selfishness; a selfishness the more hopeless, from its quiet obtuseness, its utter ignorance of any claims but her ownFrom her infancy, she had been surrounded with servants, who lived only to study her caprices; the idea that they had either feelings or rights had never dawned upon her, even in distant perspectiveHer father, whose only child she had been, had never denied her anything that lay within the compass of human possibility; and when she entered life, beautiful, accomplished, and an heiress, she had, of course, all the eligibles and non-eligibles of the other sex sighing at her feet, and she had no doubt that Augustine was a most fortunate man in having obtained herIt is a great mistake to suppose that a woman with no heart will be an easy creditor in the exchange of affectionThere is not on earth a more merciless exactor of love from others than a thoroughly selfish woman; and the more unlovely she grows, the more jealously and scrupulously she exacts love, to the uttermost farthingClare began to drop off those gallantries and small attentions which flowed at first through the habitude of courtship, he found his sultana no way ready to resign her slave; there were abundance of tears, poutings, and small tempests, there were discontents, pinings, upbraidingsClare was good-natured and self-indulgent, and sought to buy off with presents and flatteries; and when Marie became mother to a beautiful daughter, he really felt awakened, for a time, to something like tendernessClare?s mother had been a woman of uncommon elevation and purity of character, and he gave to his child his mother?s name, fondly fancying that she would prove a reproduction of her imageThe thing had been remarked with petulant jealousy by his wife, and she regarded her husband?s absorbing devotion to the child with suspicion and dislike; all that was given to her seemed so much taken from herselfFrom the time of the birth of this child, her health gradually sunkA life of constant inaction, bodily and mental,?the friction of ceaseless ennui and discontent, united to the ordinary weakness which attended the period of maternity,?in course of a few years changed the blooming young belle into a yellow faded, sickly woman, whose time was divided among a variety of fanciful diseases, and who considered herself, in every sense, the most ill-used and suffering person in existence There was no end of her various complaints; but her principal forte appeared to lie in sick-headache, which sometimes would confine her to her room three days out of sixAs, of course, all family arrangements fell into the hands of servants, StClare found his menage anything but comfortableHis only daughter was exceedingly delicate, and he feared that, with no one to look after her and attend to her, her health and life might yet fall a sacrifice to her mother?s inefficiencyHe had taken her with him on a tour to Vermont, and had persuaded his cousin, Miss Ophelia StClare, to return with him to his southern residence; and they are now returning on this boat, where we have introduced them to our readers And now, while the distant domes and spires of New Orleans rise to our view, there is yet time for an introduction to Miss Ophelia Whoever has travelled in the New England States will remember, in some cool village, the large farmhouse, with its clean-swept grassy yard, shaded by the dense and massive foliage of the sugar maple; and remember the air of order and stillness, of perpetuity and unchanging repose, that seemed to breathe over the whole placeNothing lost, or out of order; not a picket loose in the fence, not a particle of litter in the turfy yard, with its clumps of lilac bushes growing up under the windowsWithin, he will remember wide, clean rooms, where nothing ever seems to be doing or going to be done, where everything is once and forever rigidly in place, and where all household arrangements move with the punctual exactness of the old clock in the cornerIn the family ?keeping-room,? as it is termed, he will remember the staid, respectable old book-case, with its glass doors, where Rollin?s History,1 Milton?s Paradise Lost, Bunyan?s Pilgrim?s Progress, and Scott?s Family Bible,2 stand side by side in decorous order, with multitudes of other books, equally solemn and respectableThere are no servants in the house, but the lady in the snowy cap, with the spectacles, who sits sewing every afternoon among her daughters, as if nothing ever had been done, or were to be done,?she and her girls, in some long-forgotten fore part of the day, ?did up the work,? and for the rest of the time, probably, at all hours when you would see them, it is ?done up The old kitchen floor never seems stained or spotted; the tables, the chairs, and the various cooking utensils, never seem deranged or disordered; though three and sometimes four meals a day are got there, though the family washing and ironing is there performed, and though pounds of butter and cheese are in some silent and mysterious manner there brought into existence On such a farm, in such a house and family, Miss Ophelia had spent a quiet existence of some forty-five years, when her cousin invited her to visit his southern mansionThe eldest of a large family, she was still considered by her father and mother as one of ?the children,? and the proposal that she should go to Orleans was a most momentous one to the family circleThe old gray-headed father took down Morse?s Atlas3 out of the book-case, and looked out the exact latitude and longitude; and read Flint?s Travels in the South and West,4 to make up his own mind as to the nature of the country The good mother inquired, anxiously, ?if Orleans wasn?t an awful wicked place,? saying, ?that it seemed to her most equal to going to the Sandwich Islands, or anywhere among the shop heathen

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